am i a problem to my friends?i mean like they ignore me so often , and i get yelled at , cant eat anything anymore. i feel uncomfterble in my body ect , i dont know if my boyfriend loves me still, i feel like im doing somthing wrong all the time , im not eating lunch or breakfast , i cant eat snacks , all i have is water , im fat as **** , my mom thinks im a disgrace ect , my dad hates my existence. i dont know what im doing wrong , should i die?