I'll, be god, I'll be god I'll be god I'll be god, today Refers to the control someone wants over what they do with their body Hold my head under the bath and breathe, away Slit my wrists and watch the blood evaporate Metaphoric loathing of themselves; self-sabotaging Being this godly can't be good for, Ana save me, Ana hear me Referring to their own body's health, and could be seen as a plea to themselves about what they're doing (Ana save me, Ana hear me) I'll, play god, I'll play god I'll play god I'll play god, today Beginning to lose control of their eating disorder, and starting to pretend that they're perfectly fine Ante up and play that God a poker game, Walk away with all our little God's spare change Losing their old self, starting to become something else and spiraling down a bad direction Playing this god, it can't be good for, Ana save me, Ana hear me Their body is starting to become thinner and more frail Oh, Ana, I'll be with you, still, You are