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kittycat717 
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31.05.2023
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kittycat717[OP]
31.05.2023 23:29
LinkOk so
Genuine question
Can neurotypical people have hyperfixations?
I've heard people say no, which I kinda agree with but rn im really confused and I can't find any answers because every time I try I end up getting overstimulated because of how shitty these sites are put together IGS ALL JUMBLEDUPP anyway
I, as someone who isn't diagnosed with autism, am doing as much research as I can to find out if I'm autistic or not. The reason why I'm not just going to go get a diagnosis is because of my current situation but I'm an impatient person lol
Anyway
I've noticed that my most noticeable trait is hyperfixations, (I also stim but I'm pretty sure I've heard that neurotypical people can stim too so im not gonna add it, but if im wrong then yeah include this lol) I also carry other autistic traits but most of these traits are common traits and can also be found in neurotypical people too lol. I know for a fact I have hyperfixations because I THINK ABT THEM 24/7, DRAW THEM 24/7, TALK ABT THEM WHENEVER I GET T
kittycat717[OP]
31.05.2023 23:29
Link-CHANCE, AND THEY ALSO GET IN THE WAY OF MY LIFE AND WORK 💀💀 like, i literally don't ****ing shower or get up to eat or brush my teeth OR EVEN SOCIALIZE if it doesn't include my fixations. Right now, I'm just so confused?? I'm starting to think I might actually have some mild form of autism or some shit
PLEASE MIND THAT THIS ISNT THE ONLY AUTISTIC TRAIT I HAVE. I have other traits I'm just talking abt hyperfixations because that's my most noticeable trait and despite it being common it's not something neurotypicals (as far as ive heard) have. (What i mean by 'common traits' is that a trait that isnt exclusively an autistic trait lol just so ppl dont get confused)
kittycat717[OP]
31.05.2023 23:31
LinkI rushed this and pretyped it so I apologize if some things are incorrect
Also feel free to ask questions cause I have difficulty doing research and I need help from ACTUAL people not just words on a website
kittycat717[OP]
31.05.2023 23:35
LinkWhenever I try to get help from my parents, all it turns into is an argument. Usually w/ my mom.
My dad understand I may be mildly autistic, because his side of the family is very neurodivergent (example, my grandmother used to bang her head into shit and hit herself whenever she got overstimulated from shit such as rlly loud noises.)
kittycat717[OP]
31.05.2023 23:37
LinkThat counts as an autistic trait
I do smhtn similar but not as bad as she did it (she used to actually physically harm herself from banging her head onto stuff) I just hit my head hard repeatedly whenever I hear a loud noise (like dishes clanking together, motorbike engines, ect ect im just sensitive to noise.)
kittycat717[OP]
31.05.2023 23:40
LinkI've been trying to figure out if I may be autistic since late 2021 and I still can't find any help w/ this 💀💀 I'm very incapable of doing research on things I'm not fixated on without help and my mom is being a complete pain in the ass right noa
kittycat717[OP]
31.05.2023 23:42
LinkWHY IS FLIPANIM SO ****ING DEAD
i can’t help 😭
i think i might have adhd or autism too
idk what i did was i took bunch of quizzes and they that say i might have it too
that's alr
I've done a couple quizzes and I'm definitely gonna do more but the questions confuse me badly sometimes 💀 like I literally have to reread it twice
But like, if I end up not being autistic, then why the **** do I have hyperfixations?? 😭 I'm pretty certain I don't have add or adhd but I'm still so confused dawg