Tommy, please don't do anything to yourself, just killing yourself wont do you any good. atleast try to stay positive, ik your going through alot rn, but if you just focus on more happier things, maybe thing will finally start to to turn up. you just gotta see it through.

//hey dude. things get better. PLEASE believe me on that. I went through so much shit throughout my years and was so close to the thought of doing ""not living"" a couple of times. but im not gonna make this about ME. I'm 17 now and now it's like what has happened in the past is like nothing. I can't promise all of your problems will go away, but i promise in the future it'll get better and you'll have some positive outcomes. In short, im saying your problems don't last forever. It may feel like it but it WILL eventually come to an end. We don't know each other much but I've been a silent watcher for about a month now, and I've seen the shit you've gone through. You've gone through everyone of them and you're still here. Be proud of yourself. And please, for the love of god, do NOT choke yourself. If you feel like you're on your last thread, I ADVISE you to call the suicide helpline. PLEASE. It's THERE for a REASON and its for a GOOD reason. They will HELP you.