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kiggle-snips[OP]
05.02.2022 01:31
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kiggle-snips[OP]
05.02.2022 01:35
LinkSo uh, I keep making the mistake of befriending very,, weird people- like FNAF stan church kids
I have like 5 friends like that and mmmhhh- I can't even break things off because like- they'd make a big deal about it and I'd get in trouble-
in other words sheer discomfort
I had to explain to one at school today being stuck in coochie body when you should've had a pp body isn't a choice after they church kid style scolded me about it and went back with "owo does dat mean I want to be boy twoo?"
After calling me a chick 27 times
then trying to touch me cause I did my famous angry twink wrist pap of "how dare you" when I was pretty uncomfy 😭😭😭😭
pls wtf do I do
kiggle-snips[OP]
05.02.2022 01:39
LinkAnd then I'm getting shit on by family members because a different kid keeps being really two faced and talking shit about me behind my back like I'm "scary"
when they literally play horror games
draw very similar shit
possibly even worse
and basically being forced to be friends with em cause creepy family members want to be friends with their parents???- shshdgdg-
kiggle-snips[OP]
05.02.2022 01:42
LinkI need to like
make a bubble
oh me myself and i
and stay there
making friends suck
I either get the
manipulative asshole who just kills my will to live
weird church kid
kid that acts like a 5 year old when they are like my age
the nosey whiney kid
the one that doesn't like you but pretends to 💔
ZekRevenge
07.02.2022 12:41
LinkI think what you're going thru is totally normal. They really make it seem so unappealing to have a chick's body and to be one socially. I remember when I was younger and everyone had all these stupid expectations of me and who I was supposed to be but I was like- I literally don't even want to be alive rn let alone some perky little sparkly lady lmao. "Just a year ago I was arm wrestling with the dudes now I'm still just as hairy and weird but you want me to act cute or sissy??"
I'm not trying to lecture you or nothin! Its just like you don't have to choose who you are or who you want to be right now (or ever). I discovered I can wear dad shirts and do all the dude things without committing myself to a persona. The pressure of choosing or expecting other people to understand is too much for me. Plus, I'm pretty sure most *authentic* humans are weird in that way. One of my best friends is a 6'5" ginger who is absolutely terrifying but calls his cat 'sweetie' and tells everyone he loves them, lmao.
I see you're enjoying the public school experience. We had so many of *those* kids our principle banned people from wearing fake tales because they considered it "gang affiliation." HAHAH. I always hung out with the the special kids and the druggie burn outs. I regret it slightly because I probably would have got along better with the redneck kids and the special kids gave me traumatic memories lol. Its really hard to find anyone that fits in the *normal but not boring* category.
I think kids have always sucked lol. Even back when people had more normal interests and actual personalities they still had kids who were annoying, embarrassing, and manipulative. Don't feel too pissed though, a lot of people grow out of it. When you graduate and meet new people it will be easier to find others to get along with and it will be easier to spot the dheads haha.
There's lots of cool people who are just dealing with crap from home or crap in school. They're probably trying having just as hard of a time as you are. Half of them are just trying to blend in and get through it. When I got to experience hanging out with strangers from other states I learned it was so, soooooooo much easier than school. I could actually click with people despite hardly knowing them. And no offense- but I never liked the people from that little town you live in. They always gave me extra creep vibes, idk why, maybe because its a smaller town?