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i never told you to ^^ i know you you don't like talking about stuff like that and thats fine

*hugs you* shhhhhhhh shhhhh

Ok.. So it started with me going to my old school where my best friend was.uhh she told me that people were always bothering her and bullying her and it was the people i was one friends with too.i couldn't do anything about it it bc i wasn't at that school anymore.but then i just randomly teleported there and was in line right next to my best friend who just pointed to the ppl who was bothering her.so yada yada we was at lunch but nobody was saying a word.it was silent.i couldn't move my body.i could only move my head.abd watch everything happen....Then another dream happened.i woke up in my regular body at home,thinking everything was ok but everybody was acting like they haven't seen me in years.and im like-oh my god what???and they was like:"where have you been?i havent seen you since you were 14 years old!"and im like:"i AM"but they was like no and im sitting here pinching myself like crazy but couldn't tell if it was a dream bc it kinda hurt-so i was scared like crazy and listened to my siblings tell-

Me how old they were and im like-"how am i even alive???"my parents were saying that they were like 50 something years old and im just shocked in silence.all my siblings had lives and all had good ones while im just at home living with my parents which made me seem like to everyone at the time:a failure.and im like nonomonononono..so i texted my bff to see if it was all trye2and she didnt even pick up-i thought she just forgot about me and got a new bff so now im just sitting there doing nothing while watching my successful sibl8ngs live their lives while i rot in the back But then i woke up ajd is like:"w t h