Its been long enough hasn't it? Don't I finally deserve to be loved? I've had too many negative things in a row don't I deserve to feel real love again? Don't I deserve somebody to love me? Why does this keep happening. Three major things in a row that caused heartbreak within just a couple months. I want better. I want to feel love, I want to be loved. I want somebody to say "I love you" to every single day. I want to be in a relationship. I deserve a healthy relationship that won't fall apart like the rest of them. I deserve this but why don't I get it. I want what I deserve. I'm not trying to be greedy. But after all of this trauma, drama, heartbreak, etc so much more. Don't I deserve a loving and healthy relationship?