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seanacoletta 
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09.11.2020
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undyne467235
09.11.2020 00:27
LinkImgonnadieimgonnadie fr tho r u ok?
seanacoletta[OP]
09.11.2020 00:28
Linknot at all no
undyne467235
09.11.2020 00:30
Linkwell ofc or u wouldn't have made this
i feel like absolute shit
i feel like i annoy others
i feel like i get everyone mad
i feel like a failure
SHUT YOUR FACE! that is wrong how dare you think that nnooeess that's just not right please my fren don't say such horrible stuff about yourself it's not good and i don't want you to be sad cuz if your sad i'm sad and being sad is horrible ;-;
i am very close to jumping off a cliff but i have people in my life to prevent that
if they abandon me then...
its my parent's fault for making me this way
its my parent's fault that i am v e r y close to committing suicide
my parents just make me feel like shit
i have considered running away
to get away from this damn household
to be finally free from this hellhole
if my mom didnt leave e then i would be happy but no
she left me for no reason
THAT IS NOT OKAY! umm- have heard of the ChildLine helpline but it's understandable if you don't know who they are or don't have a phone or both but srsly the way they treat you to the point you want to jump off a cliff is super abusive from the way i hear it.
i have tried getting help
nothing worked
no one believed me
you see, my stepmom is a basic celebrity where i live at and if i make accusations of neglect and abuse, no one's going to believe me
i try to tell them about my problems but they care about literal shit more than me
Well i feel you, if my dad had never gotten his anger issues he wouldn't of scarred his child for literally all their life. And also he's been getting me in the mix of shitty mistakes HE made then i get in trouble for doing **** all. and whats better my brother is the one getting all the attention from my ****ing mum literally i can't get shit without him on my back 24/7 it's a pisstake really. So i get you their are some times for me where i give up on everything and want to die.
Aside from that what calms you?
the things that used to calm me i lost interest in
i just listen to my soundtrack and cry because i have nothing better to do
Oh ok..y'know what sucks it's that I'm not sure but you don't have a therapist or a support dog because of your depression cuz i have my dog Remy she calms me although she nips
my parents got me a councilor that we dont even use even though theyre starting to find signs im starving myself
my parents are such cheapskates that they dont wanna get me a therapist since its too "expensive"
AND the councilor is a ****ing christian one when thry should be taking the hints that im not christian
Oh ok THIS IS HORRIBLE MMAAANNN..hmm if you could what would you do to stop your parents
nothing
if i speak out of term or say something they dont like, theyll either yell at me or beat me
Okay..I'm am having a breakdown BECAUSE HOW ****ED YOUR LIFE IS! YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TO TOLERATE THIS BUT APPARENTLY YOU DESREVE IT? BULLSHIT. ****, WHY DO PEOPLE GET TREAT LIKE SHIT WHEN TRULY THEY AREN'T GODAMN IT.
because thats how my parents like to treat me
my stepmom treated her kids better and my oldest step sister might have depression
they dont like it when i let my personality shine
im a closeted asexual furry because of them
they just dont like me
idk why
WWRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYY GGEETT BBUURRNNNEEEDDD now imma go draw some shit gud
My friend. Please don't kys. I know this probably isn't enough but me and many other people would miss you very much. Please don't ๐
Please no, you should get some help if you feel any suicidal impulses. Don't kys. Please, you have people like myself and @thunderheart2 and @undyne467235 that are here for you.
We love you. (No homo)โค๏ธ๐งก๐๐๐๐๐ค๐ค๐คโฅ๏ธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โฃ๏ธ