Refresher and basically a recap. Due to Ishvelda now being a demon. Theres the part of him that wants to forgive those who wronged him, because that part of them is trying to get out there that "hey! They didn't know!" But this demonic, more revenge filled side. Is trying to push away any feelings old friends or family might have towards him, and focus on his goal: Killing his brother, Darion. Thus, he often finds himself basically tearing himself apart. And if a family member or friend gets in the way it makes it so much worse.