i mean by uhmm BTW IM NOT VENTING AND IM NOT TRYING TO MAKE PPL SORRY FOR ME -_- i feel like uhhm Unoticed and invisible I've always felt like this.

Some people actually just USE ME FOR ART AND DONT EVEN CARE A SINGLE SHIT ABOUT ME.

AND TREAT ME LIKE T R A S H

And im trying to not actually make them feel EXPOSED, because i get picked by random ppl I DONT KNOW and the first word they say to me is "Can you draw something, Do the art, I chose you because of your art" and im like Okayy and they make me feel very Invisible and useless.

He doesnt use me -_-

hes a friend and my REAL FRIENDS dont use me for art. (idk kobe PERSONALY) But what i meant by is my REAL LIFE FRIENDS.