Because no one is noticing me and im getting the feeling that a lot of people hate me and my heart cant take it and im getting panic attacks and im not happy because my heart is broken and im not that funny nice person that most people know im the shy and doubtful person i know

Well if u did i wouldnt care because im dealing with my panic attacks and im trying to be the happy and noce person u used to know but if i try hard enough then i wouldnt get in ur way and if i just disappeared then evryone would be happier on flipanim and i feel like i have no friend everyone is trying to stab me in the back and im tired of people hirting me nonstop