Greetings, it is the infamous Kai-furry with yet another apology. I am gonna try to make it clear as possible since last time it was vague af. So just give me a moment this will be compiled in a seperate document so it might be chopped up. Firstly, I never expected this to go as far as it did. The only reason the drama is rising was because I was pestering tbgl. And I am responsible for this shit show.

Section 1: Thatbannedguylol Here is tbgl's post ( https://flipanim.com/anim=zuivnq2d Most of what said is true, pretty much all of it. However, I still do not fully believe I am a pedophile. But I plan on making a appointment with my therapist to discuss it and genuinely find out. - But honestly TBGL wasn't wrong. He dug up the stuff I did with evidence and shared it. And I'm not trying to blame anyone either I honestly think he did the right thing to show what I done (again) - Though I do feel like he could have handled the situation a little better. The advertising on peoples post was unnecessary. But not much to say on that much

Section 2: Latticeddreams The post ( https://flipanim.com/anim=2hbcgkp3 This post went a lot more in depth, showing my past controversies with photo proof. And messages aswell. I feel like this one was more well thought out personally. And got the point across. - Not much to say here, everything seems true. If you don't know much about the situation that post explains it clearly.

Section 3: NSFW alt and the shitty stuff I did (longest section) This section will have a TW due to some of the topics If you are sensitive to the topic of (Beastiality, feral porn, CP) Then you can skip this and let someone else read it _____ theflipanimtimes section Regarding the underage pornographic drawing of Theflipanimtimes. Yes, I know I messed up. I know. There was a trend over a year ago where people were making porn of him to spite him. Specifically with him engaging in sexual activities with men, to make fun of the fact he doesn't like LGBT. HOWEVER, I did not know his age at the time and assumed he was of age Im sure you can still find the poorly drawn image, but without linking it. It showed his character giving blowjobs to multiple men. I know it was wrong. And I take full accountability for that _____ Rudolph situation Yeah, this one was justified. I drew a picture of a feral rudolph in a sexual position. Titled "**** **** rudolph"

It was originally a dare from a friend who I now realize is probably a zoophile. They requested me to draw feral rudolph laying in a certain way In many respects I could blame him for it, but on the other hand I did draw if you still believe I am a zoophile due to this. I don't blame you. __ regarding people who are upset with the anthro porn This will be quite shorter due to the fact it's not that serious. To put it simply Anthropomorphic animals are animals who are very humanoid in nature. Sometimes I draw them in a sexual light because I find it attractive But with real animals I never had the sexual urge to go on them. I am not sure why. But it's just an odd kink of mine. __ the people who are upset with me being a minor and drawing pornography online All I got to say is that you have the right to be upset about this. But in my defense I have a very high libido for some reason.

But I am currently unsure if it's genuinely illegal since I don't sell it or anything. Most of my NSFW drawings are just my own sexual fantasies. So yeah, you have a good reason to be upset with this. Will I stop the nsfw drawings? No, this is because I don't think it causes a huge issue. But I have stopped drawing feral and minor characters.

Regarding the racism ___ Yeah not much to say here honestly, I made fun of AAVE a bit and I apoligize for the people of color who I may have hurt in the process

Conclusion____ If you have any more questions I need to clear up put them below However do not do it on this chain to prevent clutter I have a therapi appointment soon and I am currently seeking help

Thank you, this took me a while to write