i just wanted to say sorry to bendythenice for telling them to kts and saying i was going to doxx them i was really pissed and not in the right mindset but still that doesnt excuse what i did and im sorry. however what many people are missi g from this situation is that i was saying i was going to harm myself and thats why my partner was scared and calling her cringe was not helping the sutuation. This could have all been avoided if i didnt make those posts and im really sorry because none of this would have happened if i didnt say yhag

and ive been trying to get help so this shit doesnt happen anymlre but i havent been able to get help and now im just stuck in this endless loop of posting something saying im going to harm myself and then feeling guilty after and it just keeps happening . I dont know how to stop it. I have not harmed myself by the way