Just skip by the wonderful thing Also it's country https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=h2V5Xi0Hg8k So like,, Shawn's childhood wasn't great His parents cared deeply about him but hated each other and argued 24/7 Um Shawn was very sad while he grew up cause he listened to how great other childrens households were and compared it to his And when he went to his friends homes he was always confused how little conflict there was between the adults He was just always sad but put on a mask for other people cause he didn't want to be a worry and or bother to anyone cause he noticed that if he made a mistake and one parent pointed it out, trying to help the other would get defensive and so on and so forth He just grew up without a good family so kinda just Sees no need for a spouse cause he Dosnt want any child to go through what he did Also he Dosnt think anyone would actually love him and Dosnt think that he deserves a relationship because of his actions so he just Lonely I'm still typing

He did actually love a girl once when he was younger but she got shot and killed after Shawn had angered Chance, when he was still a boss So yea There's another reason he ****s with Kai, cause he took the place of the boss that killed the love of his life I really got off topic

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