I dont know why I even try things im waiting on something but will it really make me happy ive had deppression my whooe life why now I cant believe how my life can be everything and a group of people can flip it upside....down my whole life i guess im only waiting on my mom to put a gun up to my head... A knife in the arm dosnt hurt anymore I guess feeling are worse something for the nurse. A therapist wont fix this why am i here what am i doing..well i know fighting and murder were a bad match because look what it made it made me. Or truble I'm only duble. What they need im not in any use I guess I can leave because whos gonna care I were longsleaves and bandades and get favored because im depressed? Its nice how life works in acxualy surprised😕I wonder when it ends😕🤔🙃