im literally ****ing crying, i feel like a piece of shit. I love my mother very much but there is just some shit i feel like i can't tell her. the one thing that weighs on my mind every ****ing day. I want to tell her but im so scared, what she doesn't love me anymore? when i was younger i sent nude photos of myself to an older man. he was maybe in his 50s. the only reason i did it was because in a time i needed someone he was there. he made me feel loved and understood. now that im older i see that was the stupidest thing i have ever done and i wanna tell somebody but i feel like if i did no one would listen, why would they? no one listens to a child, at least no one in this family.