sigh i should draw more. i tried to open commissions on tiktok literally priced at 5 bucks for a full lined and rendered drawing and not a single soul wanted it

like i know my art is. not realistic or anything but i thought it was at least decently cohesive and unique enough someone might like it oh well

maybe ill js kms instead

idk. i turn ****ing 18 in a few days imagine being 18 and having such childish and undeveloped art. like what

senior year is kicking my ass. god knows if ill even get to go to the college i want we cant afford shit!!! might end up in community college which is definitely NOT how i saw my education career going. i worked really hard for my gpa and grades and there not top 10% or anything but there still above average

and my mom says its my fault im gonna end up in community college bc its not enough and im lazy im not lazy i js cant push myself any farther or i might kill myself im lowk js not enough for anyone

wish i was still a kid