didnt even realize its been almost a week since i posted sorry ihavent been feeling to hot but rhats ok

getting back into octonauts sl thats cool. and arcane!which i still need to finish. augh

speaking of i was reading arcane fanfiction earlier and as i read it i slowly realized that viktor is EXACTLY like my dad was before he got his back surgery a couple months ago. like its uncanny. the back and leg pain, the pushing himself, the hatred for seeming weak, the suicidal ideation . .... my dad is viktor arcane

and speaking of fanfiction theres like no good tweak and dashi fics so i gotta start writing soon clearly

oh and also my mom gave me her old ipod from 2006.!! its very cool and still works rlly well

ts kinda pmo cause im not even violently sucidal like i used to be im just passively suicidal. like yeah id rather not be alive but i have a missimg assignment in history so i cant really do anything about it right now. you know

im not gonna kms cause my fears override my willingness to get it over with but its notthe best feeling in the world either way. and i needed to get it outbc i lowkey feel like im going crazy

whatevr idgaf gooodnight love u guys

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octonaut forver ❗️🔥🔥🙏🙏