the official staarchip apology
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staarchip[OP]
17.08.2024 01:35
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staarchip[OP]
17.08.2024 01:43
Linkokay hi it's me. staarchip aka im-already-winston aka candiishillai aka shillai. i know i've apologized for this stuff a lot in the past but i don't stand by those apologies anymore due to the fact i've made them in a low mental state and/or manic state.
i've been on this site for years (with me using it as a form of escapism) and i've done a ton of (serious) stuff that i genuinely regret. i overshared, i vented constantly, i threatened to harm myself, in general i was an a-hole to strangers and my friends and a ton of other stuff in-between. i regret the stuff i did while on this website and i'm sorry to those my actions affected (both directly and indirectly).
staarchip[OP]
17.08.2024 01:47
Linka lot of the stuff i did was when i was a minor (13-17). i am 19 now. i don't stand by my past actions, they do not reflect who i am now but i understand if you can't look past the stuff i did.
i'm not coming back to this site. this site has done more bad than good for me (the only good thing this site has done was made me realize i was SEVERELY mentally ill) and honesty i genuinely forget this site exists.
staarchip[OP]
17.08.2024 01:51
Linkagain i am sorry to those i hurt. whether you were a friend, someone i didn't like or just a stranger. i do not stand by and regret the stuff i did on here.
staarchip[OP]
17.08.2024 01:52
Linkok staarchip out if you genuinely seriously absolutely need me, want to talk to me or just want to reconnect my discord is mykyie. *grows wings and flies away* fly high angel
yeah you shamed on the entire NB identity, they/them pronouns, and was being homophobic as a joke and just an entire cult came after me saying "its just a joke" all when i was 7. i was shaking in anger and crying on my bedroom floor and i feel the need to finally address this. i'm 11 now and considering the circumstances i'll forgive you but i NEVER want to see you again for that