okay hi it's me. staarchip aka im-already-winston aka candiishillai aka shillai. i know i've apologized for this stuff a lot in the past but i don't stand by those apologies anymore due to the fact i've made them in a low mental state and/or manic state. i've been on this site for years (with me using it as a form of escapism) and i've done a ton of (serious) stuff that i genuinely regret. i overshared, i vented constantly, i threatened to harm myself, in general i was an a-hole to strangers and my friends and a ton of other stuff in-between. i regret the stuff i did while on this website and i'm sorry to those my actions affected (both directly and indirectly).

a lot of the stuff i did was when i was a minor (13-17). i am 19 now. i don't stand by my past actions, they do not reflect who i am now but i understand if you can't look past the stuff i did. i'm not coming back to this site. this site has done more bad than good for me (the only good thing this site has done was made me realize i was SEVERELY mentally ill) and honesty i genuinely forget this site exists.

again i am sorry to those i hurt. whether you were a friend, someone i didn't like or just a stranger. i do not stand by and regret the stuff i did on here.

ok staarchip out if you genuinely seriously absolutely need me, want to talk to me or just want to reconnect my discord is mykyie. *grows wings and flies away* fly high angel

yeah you're right probably. i got the habit of thinking situations are bigger and important than they actually are. but either way known or not i am sorry LOL

nvm you're a 2021 user of horse you do not know me. ugh. newgen. spits on. continues flying away.

THAT'S EVEN WORSE OH MY GOD. NEW newgen

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