i keep cutting and i need help
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Splendorman1291 
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14.10.2019
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theYEETEST13579
14.10.2019 13:02
LinkGo to a FRICKING THERAPIST!!!!
Splendorman1291[OP]
14.10.2019 13:02
Linkbeen there done that, she said i was fine...
i cut my arm and my chest...i need help, i tried to stop but i just cant i keep thinking of my past and what i've done to people..and how i hurt so many of them....i want to stop cutting but i cant...
ok babe, i'll seek help and i'll try to stop cutting for you, im sorry i made you upset baby, know i love you and i'll try for you babe, i promise i will try my best
well, i've been having a rough time lately...my family hates me and i already have people that want me dead, my friend thought i wanted to steal his girl too, when i just wanted to be friends and i keep feeling guilty about my dad before he died...i told him i hated him and for him to get out of my life....and now hes gone.......i regret it so much, i even got my mm in jail right after i got rapped by my cousin....she only wanted to protect me and i got the wrong idea, and my anger is only growing stronger but not against anyone but myself, i hate myself so damn much and i am not even supposed to be here..i . should honestly be dead, i had a hammer drop on my head from 2 stories high and somehow it didnt smash my head, i have to deal with my mom yeeling at me yesterday just because i accidentally hit my sister, they all hate me, well i am so far holding up, the cuts are small but theres way more them 5 on my arm and chest, im trying to resist the erge but its hard..
I agree that what you're going through might be rough, but it'll get better for you, trust me.
It really saddens me to hear what happened to you, no one deserves to live like that, and your friend doesn't sound like such a good friend if he doesn't trust you with his girlfriend, but you can hangout with whoever you want you, don't let anyone stop you.
Now, I don't even know what to say about the cutting.. It can really affect you emotionally, you need to find ways to stop, maybe try throwing the sharp objects away is all I can say.
And you shouldn't be dead, you're just as beautiful and amazing as every person could be.
I know that this probably didn't help, but eh, I tried my best.
I used to cut too so I get it
I've stopped for a while now and it was honestly pretty hard for me to stop
For whatever reason you self harm for please know that there's people who care about you and don't want you to hurt yourself, your actions now could leave permanent scars for the rest of your life, and that things always get better. I honestly didn't believe it when people said things would improve but things honestly really do get better.
I hope you find a way to stop this somehow
the way that I stopped cutting was by hiding whatever I would use to cut in a place I knew I would forget it and I would ask myself," how would 5 year old me react to this? How would my friends react to this? How would my family react to this? How would my bf/gf react to this(if you have one ig)?" And I would force myself to stop
This is what happens
you feel depressed so you cut yourself believing the depression will go away. It does for a second because it feels good. But when it returns you keep doing it making yourself even more depressed. Trust me, my friends are all doing this. One of my friends has had over 70 attempts in suicide. Every one of my close friends are in therapy.
My friend liam said that you should draw your arm on a piece of paper and then do what you want on it (like what you do to your arm irl but on paper) and then it goes away. He said it helps a bit.
Honestly i am so sorry youre going through this
