wanna kill myself.
24 comments
here-fishy-fishy[OP]
05.09.2021 21:40
Linki cant trust anyone. or love my parents
here-fishy-fishy[OP]
05.09.2021 21:41
Link**** i hate myself
NopeNoodle
05.09.2021 21:42
LinkNo- please don't
I feel the same way honestly, my mom isn't even in my life at this point- we can talk abt it if you want just please- don't do anything to hurt yourself bud
here-fishy-fishy[OP]
05.09.2021 21:45
Linkits just i just feel like theyre just making my life hell, i lost majority of my bestest of freinds on there
here-fishy-fishy[OP]
05.09.2021 21:46
Linkim not allowed to have this computer but i keep stealing in desperate attempts to have any freinds. which ended up with my dad throwing me off the ****ing chair and grabbing me by the hair.
here-fishy-fishy[OP]
05.09.2021 21:47
Linki even almost hit my mom because i was intimidated by her.
here-fishy-fishy[OP]
05.09.2021 21:48
Linkmy dad literally locked me inside of my room and got rid of my ****ing ceiling fan lightbulbs, so im just in darkness 24/7, with only my window to produce light.
here-fishy-fishy[OP]
05.09.2021 21:50
Linki swear i dont feel safe. my dad smited me on how im a 'fuking disappointment ' and ' you're a fukin failure. ' and ' i hate you. '
here-fishy-fishy[OP]
05.09.2021 21:51
Linkthese might be my last messages on FA before im locked from any technology.
NopeNoodle
05.09.2021 21:55
LinkWHAT THE FÚCK-
If I were in that situation I would call CPs cuz that's shīt and they are basically abusing you-
If you can tell an adult- aunt, uncle, councilor anyone- that's shīt and your parents are fùcking satanic
here-fishy-fishy[OP]
05.09.2021 21:59
Linktoo bad i dont have a FUKIN P H O N E -
CinderFrost
05.09.2021 22:04
LinkThats fūcked up man-
Maybe you could find some way to call from your computer?
NopeNoodle
05.09.2021 22:04
LinkWTF?! How old are you-? (Just wondering if you can't say it online then that's ok)
NopeNoodle
05.09.2021 22:04
LinkE-mail then ig-. Delete history after
here-fishy-fishy[OP]
05.09.2021 22:06
Linkim 12-
here-fishy-fishy[OP]
05.09.2021 22:08
Linksecondly im too much of a coward to say anything, ive never told my parents about the fact that im starting to get suicidal thoughts, to just lighten the weight of all the burdens of the hell im going through, or that my bottled emotions is causing me to get hostile towards people. or the fact i dont feel safe anywhere anymore
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NopeNoodle
05.09.2021 22:11
LinkI actually get that actually, not to shift things but that's happening to me- it's my stepmom who's causing the majority of it and she says things and then takes them back to make me look bad and always tells me to shut up whenever I question her- keep in mind she doesn't do this whenever my dad is in the room-
Definitely not as bad as your case but your not alone
here-fishy-fishy[OP]
05.09.2021 22:11
Linkthey took my phone, my computer, basically everything. i only have this janky laptop.
here-fishy-fishy[OP]
05.09.2021 22:13
Linksometimes, parents CAN have children, but that doesnt mean they SHOULD.
NopeNoodle
05.09.2021 22:17
LinkI feel that-
here-fishy-fishy[OP]
05.09.2021 22:21
Linkim always hyper, like joking happy hyper, so i always mask the problems with crappy comedy unless its severe like this. its really just me not trying to load more onto peoples load if they already have too much. i just dont want to be a burden.
NopeNoodle
05.09.2021 22:40
LinkYou will never be a burden to me fishy I swear if you need to talk tell me