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kilpspring 
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25.03.2019
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kilpspring[OP]
25.03.2019 02:13
LinkI made this post because I need to get something off my chest
kilpspring[OP]
25.03.2019 02:15
LinkAbout 2 years ago, A friend, a friend I trusted took advantage of me. I have not told my parents. I have not told my friends. I fear they will not look at me the same way again. My parents would blame me, and I do not want anyone who knows me in real life too know about this
kilpspring[OP]
25.03.2019 02:16
LinkHe was a badass older kid, funny, strong, overall amazing, and I was young, I looked up to him. Everyone loved him, he was "cool"
kilpspring[OP]
25.03.2019 02:18
LinkI have never felt attracted to him, however, Due to my sexuality. But regardless, we dated. He told me about his long chain of ex'es, how they all used him. Betrayed him, hurt him. I pitied him. Thats when he found weakness in me
kilpspring[OP]
25.03.2019 02:19
LinkHe "NEEDED" somebody, he was so hurt, If I would not date him, he would kill himself. He would end himself because I would not date him.
kilpspring[OP]
25.03.2019 02:19
LinkI did not want to lose my best friend
kilpspring[OP]
25.03.2019 02:24
LinkHe used me. I did not let him have me, not all the way, "next time" I said "next time"
I sat in bed, sweating that night. The echo of his breaths still on my neck.
I did not cry, not until the sun rose.
I told the counselors he was "stalking" me and that was it. That was the end. All that was left was the damage and the glares in the hallway. He looked "hurt" But I knew better now.
kilpspring[OP]
25.03.2019 02:26
LinkMy father was angry, he thought I broke a poor boys heart. I love my dad, I love him so much but I could never tell him. So I let him be mad at me, and that was it.
Its all over, Its fine now. I just needed to let go of it.
Feel free to vent, I understand
that sounds like an extremely shitty situation and I cant imagine how that must've felt. I'm sorry that had to happen to you, it makes sense that you wanted to get that off your chest
I've never been in a situation like that except for with this girl. she kept wanting to be friends or smth but in the end just backstabbed me or was mad for some stupid thing i did and then came crawling back to be friends. She was really mean too. She was a bully to me and all she cared abt was being popular. I eventually broke off ties with her but I didnt rly miss her 'friendship'.
this isnt anything close to what happened to you, but that's just smth i wanted to kinda get off my chest too hh
I'm sorry this happened to you. I was friends with some people in elementary school because they were like me and didn't have any other friends, and one boy had a crush on me and started a rumor that we kissed in the hallway (to this day I still haven't kissed, lol). But people would often be my 'friends' and spread rumors at my expense and I wouldn't even fully understand what was going on, half the time I would laugh with them because it never quite clicked that I was the punchline. I hate it because I want to be everyone's friend and help them and whatever, but some people just take advantage of it and use you and then your kindness turns sour.
Ah... I guess I needed this off my chest too. But seriously that's hard, I admire your strength <3
This sounds horrible, I don't know how I could've handled this, you're a very strong person, keep going dear! <33