I know nobody will notice or care to click on this But I just wanted to let this out So here I am talking to myself I am in pain, emotional pain. I am hurt everyday and I cry everyday until my eyes are dry. I am socially awkward and have anxiety about how I look. I hate that I can't speak to people like a normal person would, someone will ask me something and I get frozen and stop and just don't know what to say because I think ill say the wrong thing, even if its just a simple question. I hate myself. I hate how I look, how I draw, how I talk, how I do anything, its all a piece of crap that repeats in my head. I have bushy eyebrows and ache, like that isn't enough for me. I am utterly stupid with my life, and use it the wrong way. I am not the only victim of myself, I am a bully. I take this pain and lash it out on others like my family and friends. I yell at them no matter what it is, I call them horrible things that people call me, and sometimes I hurt them by kicking or hitting. And I hate