The meaning of this us that I feel like rude person, everytime I talk to my friends I feel that my stupid mouth will say something hurtful, I thought I got better but I didn't, also when I saw @ChestnutTheDog post something about oc I started looking for mine and didn't find it so I said <<I'm not, well idc 🥲>> In aftertime I feel like it's self absorbed and selfish. I also feel bad everyday because I feel like I'm selfish and rude. That's all.