this isnt a vent btw

anyway! context: My friend is a very creative person, they want to create things, they want to make comics, work on anime's and do animation, they want to share their art with the world in so many ways, i met Clover about a year ago, and I didn't know what i wanted to do with my life at the time, i still dont, but i guess i secretly have wanted for Clover to choose something for me, to take me with them when they start their jobs.