there is something jappening right now i dont konw what the issue is but its bene like for the past month or two ive been having this thing where imnlike realy dizzy and like im seeing everything but it doesnt look like real life like i know yhat it is real but it feeld like im looking at a picture or watchinf a video and then whenever i like move my body it feels like im lagging like i feel the sensation of the movement after i make it andnits really disorienting and scary

and then my heart is also racing when this happens and that just makes it more scary

i passed out because of it like twice its a tad silly!!!!

but anyways im lisyening to bauhaus so im not experiencingnsome weird scary experience that makes me think im dying everytime i experience it!!!! :3