Guess this is the year of death? idk im kinda used to seeing gore by now i dont know how to react right now

None of my other friends are online so i came on here to vent about it. it feel unhealthy not to

Ill give more information about it jst to talk i need to take my mind off the image of their head

So she called me like 20 minuites ago i asked to play beatsaber with her but before she got on she said she wanted to video call with me so i said okay we turned our cams on and she looked starved sick like the look she had on her face scared me alone i asked what was wrong she looked at the camera and started crying so i tried to comfort her she pulled a big hunting gun from her lap i think it was maybe her dads? i really dont know and she aimed it towards her throat and she pulled the trigger i dont wanna give the details on how it looked but she was still alive after she pulled the trigger

and she was dead when her parents ran in i hung up after 3 minuites of just staring and sitting there in shock.

Until her mother bust through the door stared at me and i hung up.

yeah-..

Ill give the details above

yeah

Im shaking

yeah it was.

i just wanna tear my eyes out i wanna scream but i cant

i dont know how to react anymore its crazy really

I hope i feel better too