Stepdad: You only care about your work and yourself, you asked yesterday if I was alright caus you walked in on me crying after you yelled at me severely for something I didn't know I wasn't supposed to do and continued to act as I knew. I'm scared of you. That's why I don't wanna talk to you.

Mom: You want everything to be what you want. I can't be myself because of you and brian and it's starting to hurt. you hit me for no reason and say it's nothing, but did I actually do something, you say I act like my life is hard but you don't know how much pain you're causing me. I can't ever take a break, I play video games all the time and be online is because that's the only place I find people that I can talk to about what I'm going through. I can't call or text my friends so. Just gotta stay scared that I'm gonna get hit again by you or yelled at by you guys for doing something I didn't mean to do or that I didn't know I couldn't do. you say" I knew what I was doing." no. I didn't. you should know me by now but you don't. I have memory loss and you accuse me of still knowing what you told me hours ago. Like I'm gonna remember that easily. "I'm always trying to be lazy" it's cause I never get breaks. I tried telling you about my name change to shay but you had to accuse me of trying to be a liberal.

do you expect me to really know what you're saying???? well I know that you're saying I have to be what you want. You found out I cut my hair and of course told brian and you both got mad at me and said not to cut my hairrrr. **** you bothh :) I just can't talk to you guys(mom and stepdad, had to add this cause some people think I'm talking about them on here for ****s sake.) about anything with being scared of you getting mad, hitting me, or pushing me to the side and make it all about you. you have no idea of what I'm ****ing feeling. so stop ACTING LIKE YOU DO. FOR ****S SAKE.