now I know i've done a lot of bad and wrong things, and many things I regret but a lot of things that were done through safety and primal instincts. I dont really know how to explain it. If I could get into it I really would

But i'm trying to steer away from that because that just isnt me. I-m working on myself to be a better person in general. Sorry to the people i've hurt or caused trouble with, really.