And no matter how big he gets he can get all the cuddles he wants

No matter how old he is I’ll bring him up on the bed with me to cuddle

He’s my little buddy

My best friend

I’m grateful to finally feel the sense of connection between us again It felt like I was drifting away again But he just wagged his lil nubbin and I couldn’t stop smiling

Just days ago tyson laid on my lap when I was feeling upset but I didn’t feel anything Like If I killed myself right then I wouldn’t feel bad abt Tyson

I’m just happy I’ve finally got something to hold onto again

Not that you guys aren’t…absolutely wonderful/sar

Just Tyson means a lot to me Anytime I want to kms or harm myself he’s there And Well tbh a lotta people say I can talk to them whenever I need But then they ignore me,, And people wonder why I love my dog more then them..? 😂 Like seriously stop acting like you’re dog shit just because I love Tyson more than you,, So many people overreact when I say that- But really Are you there 24/7? No You can’t be And because of the circumstances I love Tyson more That doesn’t make you a bad person And I’m not mad at you But because of the circumstances

Just Makes sense to me idk,,

Ig I can see how it’d come off as an insult,,, I suck at wording though cuz I can’t communicate with my bi-polar ass brain making completely new emotions and making them so complex no one would understand unless they were me 😁👍

It’s just plain common sense to me and apparently it’s not for others

Anyway I need to stop venting my frustrations I gotta sleep soon,,

And @-Dissonance- you’re usually on when I’m passed tf out so I’ll just ask now just in case I don’t wake up in the middle of the night,,,which is rare but it happens- I’d like it if I could draw some Keren art (karmaxEren) but it feels weird to draw in my sketchbook other ppls oc’s without their permission sooo Asking permission 🥺👉👈

My stomach is eating itself bro,,,all I’ve been eating recently is cereal extremely early in the morning and then sodas throughout the day… OH WELL ILL EAT TOMORROW

Anyway gn gays or whoever cared to read through this…this chaos- and tomorrow don’t ask if I’m “okay” I’m obviously not So let’s just stick to our usual business..