boarding school i will never sleep here i will always stay awake. You dont know what happened here.

Even tho my healthyness is bad through no sleep, but who cares if the doll sleeps

i will forever be that damn doll, used by everyone else

yea, nobody cares, that will forever be so, nothing can change it. I will forever be on the ground and will never reach the top.

Never. Why tho? they need a doll, and thats the only thing i am, so yeah why should i even get up there? there are no places free tho.

and my place is on the ground. That child which has no money, which lives in a flat not a house, which has good grades, which skipped two classes and is just the child you can manipulate so easily.