not in the depressed sense or mental distressed kind of way but in the i have no goal or purpose or even mentality which is a bit irritating for me because my fear of non existence funnily enough but i also dont see any merit in dying either so im kind of in a tight spot, because thinking logically i should just stay in the state of being or unbeing im currently in

i would really like to ask someone about this to see their opinion or answer about this, so if anyone is reading this feel free on comment whatever