Hmm hmm hmm I think for a while I waz genuinely ashamed of being mspec and especially my attraction to men. I think itz just internalized tranzphobia towardz myself. My family (even my lezbian auntz and gay uncle) say that bi/pan/mspec ppl don’t exist and that they’re confuzed and should pick a side. I waz so scared of them that I just completely suppressed the fact that I like guyz 2 LOL maybe even more than girlz. But since it waz either be a cute little straight girl or be a “tomboy” lezbian I choze the one I waz slightly more comfortable with. And so for a while like I said I just waz in denial of the fact that I’m mspec and now I’m realizing Hey Maybe I Like Guyz Lol. And in all honesty I’m still kinda ashamed but thatz mostly coz of fear and my complex gender identity. Also plz donttt come in here with OMG VALID UWU commentz I will block you on site