horse figurine i never loved bees but you, you on the other side. loved them more than you loved me ill never understand what made you leave; as far as I can see it wasnt you it was she. so everyday I cry because you hated me and everyday i cry because it hurts the we and i dont know what you felt back then but its normalcy i guess ill flee. i want to rip out my intestines thow them in the sea i wanna raise the money to invest in platic surgery i wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars cause i mean arent you supposed to burn if you're a star i want to be torn apart excruciatingly i punish my body cause its not good enough for me the scary thoughts are spreading like a weed the correct thoughts that know that i deserve to bleed. the thoughts that say that i deserve to bleed