partner that ****ed up BIG time. and ex that is reasonably upset but also just a dick. neither of them making it easy for me. i am suffering every time. what if i just dissappear, wjat if huh? i could just book in to the mental hospital without telling anyone. or. no i shant say. suicide jokes arent good for my mental health

slapping the shit out of him wasnt enough im gonna put him back in the hospital

so real