My dad just came into my room and proceeded to yell at me for being disgusting and such a slob. He was mad at me for crying. He tied a knot into my leggings and undid it. Then he wiped it on himself. He wrapped it around my wrist and tied another knot into it. He again told me how gross and horrible I am then he left. I want to die so badly I wanna kill myself so badly now he's talking s-it about me downstairs