AND GO TO SLEEP NOW BUT I CAN'T I'M SCARED TO SLEEP BECAUSE THEN I HAVE TO GET DRESSEd IN THIS UGLY CLOTHES AND PUT ON A JACKET WHEN IT'S LIKE 98 DEGREES F WITH FULL ON HUMIDITY TOMORROW AND THEN SIT ON A BUS FOR AN HOUR AND TRY TO GIVE MYSELF A PEP TALK TO GET RID OF MY ANXIETY SO I CAN BE THE PERSON I ASPIRE TO BE

I have bags under my eyes wow Did i mention that the first day of school is, in fact, also picture day? :)

I look like your average internet teen unkempt hair acne c h u b ugli smile and singing in the kitchen at 12 Am

11 PM my bad- my pc is off

But guess whatty If she school doesn't have cookies I'm going to flip out You won't believe it but I don't know what place I go to when I walk into the door :) Where's the office? Idk I don't know where the classes are and I only know where the library and gym are

I know it'll work out in the end but pls don't let me walk into a senior classroom

Why did I pick honors classes

I literally can NOT read the school map

Teacher: Everyone say smth nice about yourself :)) Me: When I was 3 I wanted to go to school so bad.

What if some foreign person says hi to me and I say smth like "ching chong" because I'm a screw up like that even though I would never do that

*sunburn peeling menacingly where shirt sleeves can't cover*

Ahhh that one girl is gonna be there fucc she smokes weed too My dad told me if he caught me smokin that grass shiz he's gonna have my head on the front of his car

12 AM bros good morning

Oh That means I have school today

SOBS

I'll be fine I'm sure people understand that, freshmen being in a big, new school has always been confusing. They'll help out a lil bit.

I've been on my computer for 90% of the summer no joke wtf am I gonna do for the 8 hours+ I'm at school? talk to people?

Tbh my friend told me that at the back to school bash they told the ppl not to bring their backpacks on the first day and if she's tricking me I'm literally going to call home and cry

SHE WOULDN'T DO THAT Plus the schedule says "1st day of school/orientation" so we're probably getting situated all day. And it's Friday what're we gonna do on a Friday?

Obviously the school doesn't know what anxiety is if they make the first day picture day

*PUTS ON MASCARA TO LOOK SOMEWHAT OK???? BUT FEMININE??? IT'S FINE*

Next weekend I'm going to my friend's house to cry to her mom since my dad doesn't let me cry

Seriously now -_- I need to sleep and stop procrastinating lol.I'll figure it out in the end with a few mistakes. My friend, her name's Alyssa, rides the bus with me usually so she can be confused with me. It feels like yesterday we were on the bus to our first day of 8th grade..

welp gn everyone and wish me and my friends the best of luck! Sweet dreaaams!