Its either im leaving or its just hiatus

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Honestly,im scared of this household,i wanna die right now,theres so much stress, i dont know if ill be able to keep up with my life right now,nothing seems to be getting better,im cornered in this war between stress and me,my negativity has brought me down,my positivity is gone,everything feels hopeless,without a doubt,i hope i die. Just punch me in the stomach like you have always done to me in the shadows where noone knows. I am defenseless,im dropping everything i have right now. Just kill me,give me the lighter fluid,set me on fire. Burn me alive,take my hand,explode me,punch me,use me as a bridge,take away both of my hands. I just wanna live a quiet life. Peace and silent,i wanna take a nap that i wont be aboe to wake up from, it hurts so bad. This is a nightmare,it wont end,please make it stop. I dont care who you are,just please make it stop.

bye ilynh miss ya

Hope i will,ill either die or suffer and live on if they give me the chance

im not sure how ill respond to that

i dont know