Venting again, I’m sorry
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Sam-xXAMTXx
13.03.2020 00:01
LinkAww... just talk to me! I’m here for you!
I feel bad for venting to you... It always makes me feel like I'm just a nuisance to those around me, but sometimes I have to let it out. Another thing, if I leave for a bit, it's either because I need to collect myself or because I'm busy.
Anyways so today (and Tuesday) were not very good days for me. I've had a lot of dark thoughts that I don't feel like getting into detail about and I've had some things happen to me that I take personally (whether they were towards me or not). Although I usually try to make it seem otherwise, I can be very sensitive about certain topics, and when they are brought up, it will either give me anxiety or make me very upset. Tuesday and today were those days for me. And to top it all off, we just lost the game. I know it's petty to be mad/upset about that, but that's not it. It's more of the fact that LaFayette was talking crap about our team.
I honestly don't really care what hey said about me, but they were talking about people who are close to me and that ticked me off. I felt absolutely helpless; worthless as well. And there was nothing I could do to stop them. I know these are stupid reasons to be upset, but I can't really help it. I don't cry often, but this is one of those times that I can't take it.