yeh..

ok.

im feeling lost.. one of my fav animators just left fa... im crying and I'm feeling sad.. a lot of the crying is of no reason.... but I'm feeling dark and empty i relize this pandemic will take so much time to end... this is reality.. I'm stuck like this with no choice.. its sickening.. ppl r dying everyday. all my loved ones are leaving or dying or dead everyone i ever love will die ppl in my school propbably secretly hate me... I'm too skinny.. I'm not pretty or good enough my parents always fight they might get divorce im a bad kid i have adhd im bad at math even tho past years I was top of class i cant do anyhting right im usless and hopeless i should die