i hate this why does it . why is accurate

loneliness born of anger you learned from a young age you are not like others, and others hate you for it. you've been mocked and tormented your whole life, and it birthed a violence in your heart. you yell at your younger siblings when they slip up. you don't want them to suffer the same fate you did. at once, you are both miles above and miles below your peers. you are not polite. people no longer dislike you because of you, but for your biting words. it's better this way, after all. at least now you know it's your own fault. what the hell

standing at the edge of the sea the waves lap around your ankles and it feels like there's no one around you for miles and miles. you could scream and the waves would drown it all out - there's no one to hear you and maybe that's a relief.