wake up this morning having like a psychotic break or something idk I wasn't able to perceive myself as anything other than an arm and abstract shapes 😭😭

I remember like nothing of what happened this morning but my mom almost sent me to "the place" again because of it which I don't want to go back to

anyway I took a few hour long nap and now I'm all shipshape

didn't go to school today thank god

this may have been because I spent an hour crying last night and then actually went to bed at 3 am instead because my mom had to come get me to stop 😭😭😭

god I HATE April fool's day