what if mom was right and all my depression is is wack hormones and ill be fine when everything slows down what if ash's family was right.. they said they all went through the same thing and now besides the occasional slip up they're all fine.. but is it normal to cut myself up every night, to want to hurt myself so badly? Maybe even gravely.. Is it normal at the slightest inconvenience to anyone else that my brain tells me to kill myself? I have the scars now.. I'll always remember. I can't forget because they're etched into my skin. My scars have a story. I can't forget.