Im not really good at comforting but if u can please get some therapy and break up with ur gf thats rude joking abt how ur lover wants to kts and not taking it srsly but please dont kys there are people who still love u and care for u and maybe u should have a talk with the people who jokes abt it and try to make them understand how it hurts to not be taken srsly and if they dont get it then maybe they arnt ur friend it really hurts when somebody jokes abt u venting abt a dead family member But please dont kys and if u could get a therapist or get a better on Um im really trying to be comforting rn

You are allowed to vent, and feel anyway you want to. There shouldn't be nothing wrong with that. You're human too, you're allowed to feel emotions of all kinds , but you don't have to feel limited to certain kinds. People need to understand that. You shouldn't force yourself to be there for them over and over again if they refuse to listen to you and how you feel. I really do hope you reconsider harming yourself, though I can't force you to make your own decisions, however I can try to help you change them in a positive way. Healing takes time and there's nothing wrong with that.It can take however long it has to, and that's okay. Others need to see how you really feel, especially if what they're doing is making you feel bad. Take your time, let yourself heal at your own pace and tell them how you feel when you're ready. I truly hope that you stay safe out there Soda, and please take a break if you need it, sometimes it helps a lot. I'll be here to chat with you if you need to get things off your mind.