I Am Sober is good app that I reccomend (if you haven't heard of it already) for people who deal with s/h, s**cide, addictions and other things that negatively affect you. One of my close friends have been using it (she still is) to help with s/h and she's been clean for a month and feeling a lot better. Shes using the app for other things she dealing with too and Sing at she's been doing really well. I haven't used the app myself (might start today) be she's told me really good stuff about and the app is pretty easy to use too! Whatever you're going through, just know there's people out there who are willing to help! <3 I also reccomend 7 Cups, another friend told me about this and its been very helpful to them, its basically website that connects you with people who are willing to listen and help you through things!