feeling like realility will hit me quickly and run over my bones bpd in genurallly shitty, you feel neglacted from friends from the dumbest shit and you have impulsive natures of anger and a 2-sidded way of seeing things, imentailly i can see one of my very closest friends as bad guys and hold a grudge for atmost 3 days im just tired a lot aim jsut where i point i might force myself to be lonely jsut in order to protect myself from harming my self or thinkinh in a death-situation ok bye im sutpid baby goblbi asuiksdkksj,gsoifljdiolkc