The secret side of me, I never let you see I keep it caged but I can't control it So stay away from me, the beast is ugly I feel the rage and I just can't hold it It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls It comes awake and I can't control it Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end? I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin I must confess that I feel like a monster I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun I must confess that I feel like a monster I, I feel like a monster I, I feel like a monster My secret side I keep hid under lock and key I keep it caged but I can't control it 'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end? I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin I must confess that I feel like a monster I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun I must confess that I feel like a monster I feel it deep

spoke to God today and she said that she's ashamed What have I become What have I done I spoke to the devil today and he swears he's not to blame And I understood 'cause I feel the same Arms wide open I stand alone I'm no hero and I'm not made of stone Right or wrong I can hardly tell I'm on the wrong side of heaven and the righteous side of hell The wrong side of heaven and the righteous side The righteous side of hell I heard from God today and she sounded just like me What have I done and who have I become I saw the devil today and he looked a lot like me I looked away, I turned away Arms wide open I stand alone I'm no hero and I'm not made of stone Right or wrong I can hardly tell I'm on the wrong side of heaven and the righteous side of hell The wrong side of heaven and the righteous side The righteous side of hell I'm not defending Downward descending Falling further and further away Getting closer every day I'm getting closer every day To the end, to the end, the end, the