I just found out one of my favorite YouTubers, Stevecash has passed away from committing suicide. I am bring tortured by me cutting myself. All the good people die. And not just because of that, but because I've been having more panic attacks and mental breakdowns. My heart cannot take this anymore. I am aware there are a lot of things I haven't posted that I said I will but I could care less right now. I've been crying for over a hour now. I need to go. I may or may not come back, that's undecided. I love you all. Some of you I have grown very close to. Be aware it's hard making this decision but I just don't want you guys to worry and I don't want to spam vents. So I hope you all know this is nobody's fault, it's just me making a mature decision. Thanks for understanding and I'll see you when I come back if I do. -flaming-animations <3