if you're wondering about yesterday, yes, it did go to shit. i can't even describe to you what happened when i got home; i don't think it lines up with any disorder i have or might have, and it's never happened to me or anyone i know before so i'm really confused. in a nutshell, i was tired but couldn't stop pacing, time seemed to speed up and slow down randomly, a lot of times i'd go from super angry for no reason to completely empty, i couldn't think at all because my thoughts were blurred, and it felt like i was in a lucid dream the whole time. i barely remember having a conversation with my friends while in that state, hell i completely forgot i had it for a while. the only thing i really remember about it was how i felt and when i was spacing out into nothing. plus i had a bad day at school anyways;