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so why does nobody irl ****ing like me like i get that im gross but you could try to treat me decently. today- i got- 9 disgusted looks in my direction 3 hopes of friends that let me down 1 person to drag and shove me around like a ragdoll and 20 bad thoughts to myself. like my friends are sht. 5 hate me 3 ignore me 1 bullies me 2 criticize me. like wtf

i do get that i deserve this but like it doesnt feel nice

im starting to get super upset over things that i didnt care about before cause i bottle things up too much honestly its stupid like me i mean like look at my dropping grades

and im just a fricking mistake all i do is complain "IM NOT GOOD AT ARTTTT" "THEY HATE MEEEEEEE" "IM SADDDDDD" im such a darn ashhole

i made my bff/crush hate herself too

and when i vent i aint helpin shiz people just feel worse because of me. and im just some cynical hypocrite who y'all would be better without. but i need this site, people tolerate me here.

i uh i could rant more but i wont um sorry bout that